"I AM"

Yeahy- I have finally been tagged by TopCat! Topcat rocks. Who knew I was on someones "blogs I read" Thanks girl!

I know I pretty much was waiting for it, so here goes....

"I am"

I am scared of never being a mother.

I am confident and strong in my convictions, yet I am easily hurt.

I am sad that I can barely hug my mother. I was very affectionate towards her as a child, but as the years passed, and she began to hurt me, it has become very difficult for me to hug or kiss her. She doesn't understand why.

I am disconnected from myself since I became pregnant.

I am my most happiest when I am snuggling with my husband in bed. We call it shmuggling. I am corny.

I am happy that I married my husband even though on paper I wanted something/someone else.

I am double jointed, but in a freaky way. my arms can bend in unnatural ways. My husband says my back feels strange because he thinks my bones are positioned in a weird way. He's probably right.

I am a lover of candy and cartoons.

I am nervous, excited and mostly scared about this pregnancy.